There’s been nothing really worthwhile written on this blog

There’s been nothing really worthwhile written on this blog.. For now only a place-holder for pains and feelings that was felt and relived a million fold.

Just remember me when I am gone, not for the illusion I had caused in her life, not for the person who could not be, the way

I wanted her to be. But for someone, who truly loved once and that was for ever. For someone, I could not see her around,

hear her around. Those were the perfect days, when she could just spend the whole day just by talking to me.. waiting for my

call or I was waiting for her call. Every minuts were like days.

Remember me for not what I could be, remember me for the fights that made you hate me every while. Remember me like some one

who could go to any extreme if you could have find in the end. I could fight with anyone if you could just chose to be my

friend, broken amends. Look for me when I am gone, for you would miss me, the sound of two syllables, that meant the life to

be. And I will wait for you, till you could remember me for what I could not hold and what I ended up in shreds.

I am sorry. This is all come from my mind....

That was the Perfect Love, a Perfect Life

It's a place where I record all moments of truth that made me fell happy? Or is it to be a sad ones- where I put down those really unhappy times? Or shall I just flow with the time and make a note of whatever happens?

who knows..you never know what life has to bring.

When my eyes meet with someone very close to heart in a crowd of over a hundred people...all the reminiscences of the past became as fresh as they were some months or days back stories. It happens by chance that I never thought of it... to be honest I never thought I’d ever get a chance to see her after all that had happened days back. Thanks to the almighty that made this happen. I came across a very familiar face, those unforgettable eyes, that attractive hair, that radiance on the face, the unchanged amiable smile. Yes she was just the same as she was few years back. If anything changed at all was her prefix from Ms. to Mrs.??? To be honest, sadly, now it’s the worst of times.

That was the Perfect Love, a Perfect Life. And now its Over.

The flash back was a sweet pain and I was completely involved in it. I got up, and realized my present, resumed my senses and just wished for all the happiness for her. I had never thought that we would meet, but yes it was surely a pleasant surprise to see her there. I have never looked back..for my own good..leaving all the memories of her in the same thoughts. But one thing I would surely say “it was a pure love which would never fade away”. Love is…letting her go without any feeling in ur heart..for her own good.

I did today - and let me tell you, I wasn’t happy at all meeting her. But perhaps I should start at the beginning.

Just in middle of this thought..one question came to my mind, What is Love???

One falls in one with someone… and after sometime the same person claims to be off that relationship and says I don’t love that person anymore… In such cases, what really changes? Is it that other person who changes? Is it the definition of love that changes? Or Is it you who changed??????This is a question everyone would have asked and answered a no of times till date… but still…does anyone really know? I don’t… not completely know at least!

Cheers!!!