No one ever asked me about myself and so I never found a reason to explain myself. Many of hardly know anything about me...I have purposely not done know-me kind of things... Now I feel to express it here!!!
On the threshold of my expected engagement and marriage to a soul which I have never known from my intimate. Is not life what I and what she has imagined the same? A life with someone who can respect each other and negotiate freedoms? I'm simply not used to it and maybe I'm afraid of thinking aboout the time to come. Will I be able to accommodate the change in my accustomed rhythm in life? But destiny has it's own way of deciding the things for us. I have to go by it...I guess I hoped a favorable life partner like ???, which no young woman is and I failed to envision her thoughts. Thoughts which was about individuality and freedom. I became the baddie in love; I became half sick. And decided never to love and trust a female soul. But I was not successful in my thoughts! I cannot express my feeling in this blog of what I am feeling...
Ohh.. Common.. Every one needs love and marriage...Some go in the direction what his/her soul thinks about and some fellow the societal way. All I think, Marriage and love are just conditions for a legal societal based living together, to have sex and making legitimate generation for future. Every body know this.. we are ourselves just trying to prove ourselves in this world and trying to gain acceptance.
It's just meaningless in expecting anyone to be your kind because you can't hold their right hand in your right hand to walk together.
Love each other without expecting anything in return. Love each other to prove nothing.
Cheers :)
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