Life around me evolves as a script...

Ahh… loads of stuffs to write and a much more to express !!!Lot of things are striking to my mind...I’m unable to decide what to write first and what next ! Don't know from where I should start???
I just came across this exciting thought. I am composing this post with some random thoughts....Can someone call it to be fishy...
There is a set of laws that govern our state of mind...I have seen several transformations in my life. Few of them have been quite remarkable! I feel as if I have transformed from a rigid, foresighted chap to an illusionist! Plans seems to be passive, life seems to have become dormant. What happens is not what I plan up for and the outlines I speculate actually takes the back seat! Then, there have been certain aspects of life I have been thinking about. But until today, not a single task has been accomplished. I am unable to decide if quiting somethings and some people out of my life would actually help me in one or more ways. May be I am reluctant to take that Or whatever it is, its painful.
I admire things a lot... I am not too keen to write but with the kind of lifestyle I’ve been following for the past few months, I suppose, I’m in a right position to describe what we do all day long; more precisely, how do we get along with it when we are in ????kind of situation(u are guessing the right situation of life)...
Life around me evolves as a script...I am! I may not be very happy saying this but I’m not regretting either. Past few days have seen me struggling to stay away from the sentimental thoughts of life...Well these sentiments have been taking my time....I am not sure how many would be in the same state as I ?!?

Chinni...

My thought of life has changed...

I started this blog a month back after being convinced by some colleagues. The idea was to think of how life takes us to some unpredicted destinations at least once a day. We come across a lot of obstacles to view sequences of life within a category or tag called success or happiness. You can see thumbnails under respective categories of life(I mean love, life, work...etc).
This is not a story of absolute passion, focus or endless desire in life just a thought to share with you all.
I was reflecting back over some challenges in my life, and developed the following insight. As usual, I would love to hear your comments and thoughts!
There is a part of us that seeks comfort and pleasure. There is certainly a part of us that wants everything to go smoothly, according to our intentions, wishes, and desires. We would rather feel pleasure than pain. We want to have things work out the way we want them to work out. We want everything to go our way. Let's take for example, a situation such as love in life, or the death of a loved on, or the loss of a job, or any such event. We get mesmerized when dreams will come true.
Now my thought of life has changed...the person who made a difference in my life is not the ones with the most credentials. I couldn't have finished the book of life without closing the chapters of ???... Now I want to move on..don't want to let someone to become as a priority in my life, when I am just an option in their life.
Did this title catch your attention? Well, it is not THAT kind of a post...Or maybe it is...it would be useful to have your considered input in this regard....
Chinni...

If I steal her tears!!!

My mind asked: "Do you love her as much as no one would ever will?" I said: "Yes. Till eternity." My mind replied: "If it's true. Let her go" I questioned: “why do you want me to give up on my love?” My mind answered: “Because that is the best gift you can ever give it to her.” I sighed: “If that is what she wants. So shall it be.” And my mind smiled. I could see the pain hidden behind its smile, it was genuine. It was as hurt or maybe more than I was. But it was strong enough to let her go. Maybe because it truly needed her badly, wanted her more than anything else, wanted her every bit as is, it had become a baby which didn't knew how bad the world is but still was happy to know that it had the whole world. And I realized, it had loved her even more than I would ever do. I had given up writing stuff, I always wrote for myself. But now, for all those who are standing beside me on the same line where “Mount Falling Cliff” begins. It takes a lot of courage to see someone walk away so easily. So does to truly love.
My mind questioned me some true facts. I was able to answer them, I was glad I did so, and then following was reborn: If I steal your tears…if I steal your tears..will you still call me a thief…will you still isolate me and …say you will never be mine.if I wish you my smiles…will you still say that I lie…if I walk the road besides you …will you still say that I never crossed your mind…If you want me to go…I shall wish you luck and say goodbye, cmon girl, now you know…you are still all I have…if I walk away now, I won't be the same again…like with you, you show me my smile. yes I have made you cry…made you hate me as much as you have…but I shall ask you to stay…cos girls now I am doing something right…if leaving you makes you smile…I shall never come back, I swear but…u will always be in my mind…If you find you were lost anytime…you shall find me by your side if you call me wrong, I shall smile…and say, you are always right Giving up doesn’t mean you are a hopeless in any way, but you do mean what you say about your love. There are a thousand ways to impress, but only one to truly reach - Love. I am not the one... Chinni